[Gul's ~ A Book with the Fragrance of a Flower]

i started a joke,
which started the whole world crying,
but i didn’t see that the joke was on me,
oh no.

i started to cry,
which started the whole world laughing,
oh, if i’d only seen that the joke was on me.

i looked at the skies,
running my hands over my eyes,
and i fell out of bed,
hurting my head from things that i’d said.

till i finally died,
which started the whole world living,
oh, if i’d only seen that the joke was on me.

i looked at the skies,
running my hands over my eyes,
and i fell out of bed,
hurting my head from things that i’d said.

till i finally died,
which started the whole world living,
oh, if i’d only seen that the joke was one me.
that the joke was one me.

till i finally died……

Events that take place while in a durations like shortest instances are not at all easy to explore n then digest later, though the vision sometimes is not at all murky but still our mind takes enough time to sit upon those things…….*sigh*.
Well a way back Mujahid bro gave me a privilege n shared his same kind a confrontation took place with him at a terrific signal that still disturbs him & it really has a true disturbing cause for any single soul who knows the meaning of pain & affliction.
Yesterday, when I just came back to home from university my mo’m was waiting for me and ready to rush for the market with me as we had to buy bulk of essential things for home in a very short time, we had a firm planning from last night that we must had to done with this job till tomorrow ( Yesterday ), bcoz my eldest brother InshaAllah will be here with us in few days. Besides which we also had to rush towards Urdu Bazaar bcoz last week I bought some books from there which were later considered as unnecessary so we had a deadline to return them while this week. So all these locations take tons of time to arrive only, that’s why we had much stress to do all our planned tasks in date under yesterday finally. In all of this haste something unusually happened with me is that I couldn’t ate anything. Moreover last night I slept very early without taking anything as a dinner, in morning again in hurry I couldn’t got any single thing to eat. Similarly, while a whole day in uni I again couldn’t think to walk towards cafe only. Besides which I was having with 2 presentations of 10 minutes each & 4 classes in which 2 was having with some tricky quizzes. After all these things facing, my soul was really not at all upon my shoulders if water wont available there then soon I’d be upon others shoulders believe me. But in the car while rushing towards market my condition was more worst then a hungry fox who can do any worst thing for the sake of food only. So, took some minutes to buy a Shawarma & a Pepsi can from a nearest stall n then again started rushing ahead. While after all this our car stumbled just for about 1.5 minutes at the nearest signal, me just done with uncover that shawarma packing till that time only, as its was hardly rapped then when I was just wholly ready to take a chunk of that yummeee, spicy, saucy, mioneesy shawarma I noticed that somebody not inside the car had a fixed gaze upon both of my eatables. When I just move my eyes outside the car I saw a young cute little girl surely was a beggar, having shiny hassle colored eyes standing at my very next window, her dirty cute face was presenting her as a fairy in herself, her hair were bob cut n were not combed as well, she was wearing with red shalwaar & white kameez her all appearance I don’t know how came to me sooo much catchy that I really started feeling unknown affections for her, & I even bet if anyone among you’d be there instead of me, also would had same feeling for her. Even after continuous stare towards both of those eatables she was not desiring n demanding them from me just standing over there n staring. I also don’t know what thing arouse inside me that despite of that unbearable n terrific hunger I just moved both of my having stuff towards her & after that I m really in lack of words having here to express that very expression at her face immediately after catching both of these things, that expression was very mysterious & had a mix of joy n gratitude….Mairay Allah! I m really mad after that wave of feeling that I saw at her face at that very moment. Believe me readers after doing so I too have a weird feeling inside me, like after this my hunger was not that same as it was before …Yes! It has completely quenched & went millions of miles away then me. I m really unknown about this conversion well as it seems I can see the moral & ethical view of this act but practically I m really insane from this point-of-view, yeah bcoz since that moment from now I just ate a piece of bread & loads of water & my hunger is not at peak as it was before that moment. I really don’t know that from how many days that girl was not having with food but her condition at that moment was intolerable. But here I m now having with real calmness that I didn’t felt before ever in my life Ahhhhhhh so much touching & peaceful it is…….!
These short instances are really enough to give anybody a radical change that he/she can feel with same intensity at every moment of life. But unable to guess the mystery n philosophy behind it…….!

So finally this weekend seems to be a cooking festivel. Well it all was a kamal of that ready-made doughnut mix( that brown color dabba ) but i really did loads of efforts YES, i made the dough of it, still my fingers’ joints are aching plus still i m feeling that most annoying smell of eggs coming from my hands….Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek….! any remedy for get rid it OFF? i already have washed my hands zillion times from lemon flavoured medicated plus beauty soap but still….errrrr…!!! after it i did them deep fried but at the very end what the hell is this there isn’t any single instruction for its chocolate tropping as its seems in the pic( at the top of its dabba) but still there was a packet of chocho powder lying inside the box *confused* so after shaking my head for so long i finally came to the conclusion to simply sprinkle that dry powder [ in the plate] over those wet & sugar water dipped doughnuts [hehehe...! i know that was a bogus decission as i have lack of experiances & mind in this area] so its all impact came only at its look…! as u all are looking ;D….! otherwise i bet. Take a chunk first these are yummmy woh kehtay hain na soorat pay na jao bhaiya out of 20, 11 are still left…… any one want them? temme ur most prefered, reliable & fastest courier service i would love to send u my once in a blue moon cooking experiments .

Is to be kind enough is crime or any of our rivals????????

I really don’t know what it really is? but my drawback at the moment is lack of reply power, in other words my friends say that Gul u r not sweet, you are over sweet & ur this over sweetness is not at all beneficial for u, but believe me I cant pass such comments as a reply on any of my known person that hurts him/her. This is what I m trying to talk about!. Initially those girls & guys are my ideals who are rewarded with unlimited power of patience & exactly this same thing is one of my mom’s usual teachings that baita jitna ziada tum ko bardasht ki aadat ho gi aagay chal kar ussay kaheen ziada tum ko uss ka faida ho ga . It really is?

At that moment it’s really very fine, I mean my over sweetness. But afterwards I find inside me loads of continuous disturbance & dejections….. YES!. I start think like, it shouldn’t happen like this….!. Whenever those same things happened with any of my friend, unlike me they all come up with equal weighs answers, so what I usually observe that it really never happens with them again. Exactly this same thing is not with me because I really don’t know how to reply & even if I know I really can’t….!. But then same people always return towards me only & say ‘aray yaar Gul I was just kidding tum nay bura to nahi mana na?’, I hardly pass a formal smile & unwillingly say nahi to! Its all right, but again after all that my friends starting burst upon me tum jaisiiiiii bhoooooli larkee to charaagh lay kar dhoondnay say bhi nahi milay gi, kia zaroorat thi itna acha bannay ki….haan.

& I usually feel like then what should I do man ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ……. !!!!!!!

Actually now I m really not feeling anything normal inside me……sorry if I consume ur enough minutes from ur precious time. I just wanted to stick myself with my studies so I come up with all this. SORRY again dear friends…!

Translate the following lines into simple English:
Two individuals proceeded towards the apex of a natural geologic protuberance, the purpose of their expedition being the procurement of a sample of fluid hydride of oxygen in a large vessel, the exact size of which was unspecified.One member of the team precipitously descended, sustaining severe damage to the upper cranial potion of his anatomical structure;subsequently the second member of the team performed a self rotational translation oriented in the same direction taken by the first team member.

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Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water Jack fell down and broke his crown and Jill came tumbling after!!!…………………..:)

Thanx Hina for such a generous help of granting me this Layout free of cost but it really deserves chocolates…..hehehe…..:~). You & ur this art is rocking around my mind

I know I m becoming lazy in my updates for the blog, bcoz nothing that u love the most stays permanent , exactly what I just love to do blogging not daily but at least twice in a week….I WISH I COULD!!!……!. Bizzy with some agitated series of mini quizzes. On the other hand I had a terrific flu that further includes storm like sneezes, coughs, bad throat & more other filth that has sucked me at extreme & made my soul miserable. FLU! In this season? YES! I always face this kinda flu every year in these months specially, its all bcoz of weather change, neither in winter nor in summer, I come across this thing. But this time this flu turned out the most annoying factor for me. Actually my law’s teacher is in a habit of delivering lectures when silence is fully prevailed in the lecture room and when anybody’s murmurs & mutterings reach to his ears he straight forwardly says that if u r in no mood so kindly leave the room, I’ll not mark u as absent, but overall he’s very nice lenient, So now u people can easily get an idea that how much my coughs & sneezes turned out for him. While his very first class of this week which was yesterday I tried real hard to put myself calm in first 15 minutes but I couldn’t keep myself on the same track for the other 45 minutes. After 10 minutes of my continuous coughs & sneezes in that pinned drop silence class, he came to me steadily while delivering his lecture n said with whispery voice.

Sir: Are you not feeling well?
Me: *surprisingly* Oh ! Actually Sir. I m having a flu.
Sir: So Are you comfortable with this class? If u want so I can deliver this same lecture while any of your convenient time later in my cubicle?
Me: Aiiiinnnnn….. No Sir I m all right!
Sir: Sure? *he smiled*
Me: *was trying to smile like him in return*…. Sure Sir!
Sir: Fine.

*he again moved towards stage where from he delivers his lecture to the whole class*

I took a deep sigh…….After that I was on full resistance to keep myself down but this resulted in a savior headache. I started feeling like I m really not fit for this class. But again my eyelids started soaking from the attack of this flu or either turning a fever, besides a I was also coughing. He again noticed these changing colors of my face which again took him towards that corner where I was sited.

Sir: Gul! if u want so you can take off bcoz only 2 classes are left & I think it doesn’t matter in front of your condition.
Me: Well sir I was fine a bit before I think its just a temporary things I’ll manage…….(I was really not in mood to miss my law’s class. Bcoz we were discussing very important cases.
Sir: OK! As you wish.

* He again moved towards his place *

But when all of these things again started acted upon me, he just came & put his hand upon my forehand which was not at all at normal temperature. He amazingly said baby ur flu is not only the flu has fully converted into fever….. he then pick my hand & said now I think u should have to take some rest. There is no need to get worry about ur classes go n get calm. No I had no more argues against him. I just came back to home afterwards. This all was the story have been started from yesterday & ended today finally , yeah now a bit more feeling well. Before all that I was wondering & thanking to God that I m still fine bcoz while reading some of friends blogs in which they were talking about some of their attacked viruses & fever that made them even hospitalized. I’ve also came under their list finally . But now a bit more feeling well…Allhumdullillah.
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Finally, I’ve choosed another secure place for them downstairs in the courtyard near the garden from where atleast their “chew chew” would not distrub Ammi, but the only hectic i m facing is just after every 1 hr i have to come downstairs to check them , to change there water pot & to give some more crops. But i love to service them bcoz i love my hassel bassel, now Ammi also has permitted to buy some more bcoz she is happy with this change……..hurray!

PS: PlzzzzZZZzzzz give me few more days for this template change issue. I know its irritating bcoz I also prefer fire-fox more then any other browser. I m already working on this project…… changes are near to come.

Yes, If you really want……so move on to the following Question & its anwerss.

WHAT ARE THE THREE WAYS YOUR STILL A KID??

For Example My & Mujahid Bhai’s Anwers for it could be::::)))

1. I still drop food on my clothes while eating.
2. I keep on wearing my shocks even when my toe starts showing.
3. I still carry a school bag and my lunchbox to work.

You can come up with your own idea/answer for it.

Oh! Again Thanx alot Mujhid Bhaifor this hillarious question….I really need that…;)

Home Sweet Home…..!!!
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What should I give them as a title? My new friends, my boredom killers, my new family members ;P…..etc. Well whoever they are ? I just love ‘em . Today me n Ammi went to wednesday market, there was a men sitted at one corner n selling these colorfull birds. His salogan was ” Das Rupay ki joori …..Dus Rupay ki joori….”. I just stoped rushing ahead n pushed myself back n said ‘ Are they Real?’…..he smiled n said u can check there is no battery inside them…lolz. Well I looked at Ammi n she gave me an affirmation to buy I just smiled lovingly n said ok to that man ‘ Baba gimme 5 pairs!’. My mom immidiatly covered me n said nahi just give only one pair……. . I questioned ‘ WHY?’. She said weather is still cold for them, they hardly can survive for more then 2 days, U cant do good take care of them & y u want to open a poltery farm in my house…..& lots more reasons she was trying to predict about. Hhhhhhh…… Well I came back to home with my two little & cute darlings n place them at one of the normal temperature’s place of my home’s terace. Also placed a smooth light brown cover under their feets in the cage… u can easily view in the above pics n its conditions afterwards which has turned into dark brown ……. Eeeeek. Now from that moment Ammi is continiously complaining that their “Chew Chew” is annoying her n distrubing her home’s peace. So, tomorrow she will hand over them to our mate. Hhhhhh…. Mothers & their orders .