Archive for September, 2004

Poem About The Beautiful Muslim Hijab

“The Beautiful Muslim Hijab”

What do you see when you look at me?
Do you see someone limited, or someone free?
All some people can do is just look and stare,
Simply because they can’t see my hair.
Others think I am controlled and uneducated.

They think that I am limited and not liberated,
They are so thankful that they are not me,
Because they would like to remain ‘free’.
Well free isn’t exactly the word I would’ve used,
Describing women who are cheated on and abused.

They think that I do not have opinions or a voice,
They think that being hooded isn’t my choice,
They think that the hood makes me look caged,
That my husband or dad are totally outraged,
All they can do is look at me in fear,
And in my eye there is a tear.

Not because I have been stared at or made fun of,
But because people are ignoring the One
up above. On the day of judgment they will be the
fools, Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules.

Maybe the guys won’t think I am a cutie,
But at least I am filled with more inner beauty.
See I have declined from being a guy’s toy,
Because I won’t let myself be controlled by a boy,
Real men are able to appreciate my mind,
And aren’t busy looking at my behind.

Hooded girls are the ones really helping the Muslim cause,
The role that we play definitely deserves applause
I will be recognized because I am smart and bright,
And because some people are inspired by my sight.

The smart ones are attracted by my tranquility,
In the back of their mind they wish they were me,
We have the strength to do what we think is right,
Even if it means putting up a life long fight.

You see we are not controlled by a mini skirt and tight shirt,
We are given only respect, and never treated like dirt.
So you see, we are the ones that are free and liberated,
We are not the ones that are sexually terrorized and violated.

We are the ones that are free and pure,
We’re free of STD’s that have no cure,
So when people ask you how you feel about the hood,
Just sum it up by saying ‘baby its all good’

Submitted by a Muslim sister who is proud to be wearing a Hijab.
May Almighty Allah Bless you all.

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It is composed by one Very admirable Muslim sister but i couldnt found her name n more about her but I m searching for it n soon will eidt below InshaAllah.Its really very nice poem n showing a real sense about a MUSLIM Woman in Islam.

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Why Do Our Joys Depart???

On sunday morning i was just doing dusting of my old books ’s shelf in the store room n had a plan to dispose them as they has became very old n in miserable condition.I putted them in one large Carton ,when i just hold the last book to put in that Carton there was lose paper of that book fell down on flour ,this was a poem Named “Why Do Our Joys Depart” By Walter Landor. I just read that poem n i dont know what happend to me after that which rememberize me of something n i couldnt dispose that Carton uptill now:(.

Walter Landor!!
Why do our joys depart
For Cares to seize the heart?
I know not. Nature says.
Obey; and Man obeys.
I see, and know not why,
Thorn live and roses die.

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The changing weather has Stoped……..Why :( :( ?????

Salam
The weather here was about to change but just from few days it has stoped :( n i think became a bit hot.Before all this the weather was becoming pleasant n bit cloudy,i m feeling all these changes severly becoz before this present weather i was more enjoying my studies n daily routine activities in uni n in home as well(NOW i can guess that how much weather has its impact on our mood :D ),But few days before really it has became soo sever that Miss Sara was entered in lecture room that was most terrefic sunny day(uff Kuch bhi karnay ko dill nahi chah raha tha)haan to,By face she was looking fine n started lecture like routine,Actually our new lecture room is lil conjusted speacialy that area where the lecture is placed has suffocation.She was standing behind the lecture n was going through the book suddenly she got fainted with an expression of pithetic pain n aggony,Ufff phir kia tha we all rushed n were trying alot that she came back in her senses Thanx God after 1 min she was able to speak n view us .She said that her BP got Low n she was feeling some sever heat effect just becoz the side window which gives direct effect of sunlight rather then ventilation,yes it has happend on day before yesterday.That day there was something really very ajeeb in the weather Same day i missed my Van just becoz of stupid Aisha,so i walked to the bus stop to catch the bus but really i was also feeling too hot n that may i also get faint in that atmosphere.After reaching at home i was about to faint n was feeling soo hungry but fisrt i tried alot to offer Zohar’s prayer which i did in drousyness(Bas Allah Qabool Farmayay..Ameen).Then i slept without eating something after selling all horses:).At Maghrib, i awakened yup missed my Asar prayer then i started commenting with Ammi that y she didnt try to make me awake at Asar (but mujhay uthana itna aasaan kaam nahi:)).Well on that day i didnt put myself into books or any other work releated to studies simply i couldnt & after offering Isha there was again a sleepy effect jumped on me so on that day i decided to sleep with Bari Ammi(my daadi) she daily sleep as early as possible immidiatly after Isha n taking Dinner.That night was soo pleasant n enjoying,after so many days bari ammi told me some very interesting things of her youth n childhood which she spent in Agra(India)ohhhhhhh that was soooooooo goood My God,she also told me imaginable view of Taj Mahal n that is ever suplended n wounderfull i m very curious to c this Taj thats what world say WOUNDER becoz anybody who visited there in family n frends really told me about its first sight.Then i realized that due to my busy routine i was missing these ever beautifull things ,Really past lives of old people are very calm n kool but really Very Intersting in listening n imagening ,besides somewhat she also tell very remarkable things of Pakistan Movement in her town.I think sharing these things are very important n it should continue from generation to generation:).There i also realized that when person reach upto the age of 89, 90 he/she losts all the current memory releated to today’s life but he/she never forgets his/her youth,sometimes same happens with bari ammi balkay ab to kuch ziada hi lakin baharhaal we should always be there for them to make them memorable.
Next day yani yesterday was somewhat moderate in weather(Allah Taira Shukar) n was excellent in routine , its some credit goes to weather as well:).Excellent because Ms Sara didnt came:) uss k baad i had just one class of marketing after taking that one, i jumped into the cafe where Sumair n Munsarim were already prsent after sometime Ayehsa came n that was kafi achi Gup Shub obviously becoz Sumair(the chatter box who never stops:))har aanay janay walay par ulta seedha mazak Ya Allah sumair bas kar jaooo:D n they were trying to blackmail me that if i wont give them treat on my Birth Day which is near then they will steel my volet,ufff:D or may b any other threats are possible which uptill are not disclosed:). Then i went to lobby where i found Ghazal who was looking gloomy when i asked she started all such causes actually her group has broken due to some personel clashes n was near to cry ufff i really dont know what to do with people at these times:(.Khair! after some time in the same lobby when Ghazal left i meet with Muneeba(one of my V V V close frend)i met with him after one week which is not less then i year for me its just because of our random class timings:(,Now at that time she was also in tension:( on that day i was also comparaing we pppl’s mood with weather similarly it definatly has some influence.actually she was Fed-up of not knowing Urdu Written Text then i putted an idea there in front of her k that u teach me that how to write n read Hindi n i teach u how to read n write Urdu Let c when we will start to take this idea practically.Actually i love to learn n read about other languages n cultures.At the same time i also told her k do thanx to Allah that we dont have any corse in Urdu.Ahhhhhh after passing my rest of the day i came at home n now i m on leave of three days thanx GOD now i think i can give time to my most loveable hobby guess what? SLEEPING!!!:):).yeah by chance i also dont have any class on friday Thanx GOD.This is all the activity menu of past 2 days lets hope that the weekend goes well ,Besides Sleeping i have much much more to do on this weekend hhh Quizes,,, Assignments hhh .Abbu is also expected to come InshaALLAH.Now for the time being,,
Allah Hafiz

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Well!! Feeling great after find it :)

Hmmm well while i was reading Mid-week Mag online i found an article regarding my name,,,ah well this is the name of a velly in northern areas of pakistan,but i was delighted after find it, becoz its an other discovery about my name whom after which people usually say with a sudden reply ‘What?’ or ‘Hain?’ ji they never get it first time :S(confusing for me) ji Gul_e_Geti ! Very Unique! what it means? Flower Of World ! then usualy n Insidely i whisper with myself “K Bhai agar persian poetry nahi parh patay to aap atleast urdu poetry hi parh laitay’ yeah ever confusing questions of others with ever confusing answers of mine
I know i should not comment with ammi n abbu taking this name bcoz they know its worth thats why they named is to me, yeah before i didnt understand all this BUT NOW i really got its Worth :)
So the new discovery about my name is somewhat a cause of joy for me thats why i wanna share it with u as well:) ,u can c this from the following link.

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Man & Education

My this post would realy make real sense for all pakistani readers who will go through it and then will think about it afterwards.
Few days before me n bhai went Identity card’s office becoz in our new identity cards there were some errors in our new home’s address in which we have recently shifted.It was a little hotty day:(.Bhai was standing on the other side in men’s que n i was standing on the front side in women’s que n waiting for our turn to get proceed to the main counter.That ques were fully entanded upto long distance. A Girl ahead me standing from a gap of two more women’s with her father who was waiting for her turn but in such a way that he is not in que.Actually that girl came for her ID card becoz she is going to appear in medical college apptitude test for which she must need ID card coz after 18 there’s addmission committie were not considering her B-Form. Eventually, a woman came & instead of standing in the que she tried to stand in the middle where we were waiting, I KNOW she did wrong becoz a rule is rule n its same for all, But when the father of that girl saw that woman is doing cheating to get the place ahead rather then at back, He started shouting on that woman badly that seemed tooo ODD n insulting for that woman & for a moment we all were standing there got really astonished n amazed on that man(the father)that he was’nt seemed such a mis-behaving person and also his own daughter was with him at that time so how could imagine to shout on any other woman there VERY BADLY,he could also say the same thing to her respectedly with low voice. If someone came n do the same thing with her daughter so what would the reaction he will show? he will deffinatly take VERY badly that man!!!!That women didnt replied anything came out from there to stand at back,but it was looking from her face experassions that she was gloomy,dejected,ashamed(in that crowd) n feeling that insult badly.A frend of mine was standing at my back whispers to me that “Here Comes The Education”,i replied no n not at all Education is not only the major cure of this diseas,YESSSSSS i only want to say the thing is that i mentioned above n that is my solid perception about the thing,BECAUSE
Where education gives some senses about things to a person where it also takes some of it which are V necessary to build the man’s personality Ideal or Real.I know no one could out to become a perfect man/woman Exept Prophet Muhammad(S.A.W),BaySHAK we all are the Secondary creatures of Allah after him. BUT Here comes that idealism that should be pretty exit in a normal man of today, yeah in an educated man. May be that father’as educated but his personality has not groomed in such a way that it should.My age is just 19 n i think i m V youngest among most of u But to be very sincere in my whole little long life i saw many people who havnt seen the view of school so their’s approach at there is too far have much good speaking skills atleast with woman at public place Ok come out from this situation n take other ones after getting pretty much education a man forget others dignity or u can say status n every thing that has to be of primary importance he takes it secondary.WHY? becozzzzzzzzz he thought that he should have to become superior over all, his general attitude becomes DISCUSTING,,,,or sometimes V ridiculous especially with people around him who are less educated just becoz of there age n some exteremist openly say that i cant treat u wisely becoz u are LESS MUCH EDUCATED i m not talking all this about our friends n family releatives its all about those who came in your life like an stranger n depart like same,Ufff actually it has happened with one of my closest friend in front of my eyes which hurted her tooo much that cant be replaced well i wanted to disclose all about that matter in front of u people just to get the right feed back but i cant simply because its personal butttttt really education takes a man towards,,,,,proudness n superiorty on others who dont have such guts that might he/she has.BUT simply i m also in the favor of education becoz its realy groomed your personality Very finly in that society in which are a part of ,now i have discueed only one aspect of this negetive superiorty but others are also existed which people say n came through from there Experiances n may b they are also true one but in the end i would like to say that The positives ones will soon overcome the negetive ones InshaALLAH(a firm bilief on Allah)becoz EDUCATION IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR THE NATION LIKE US BUT WITHOUT THESE ASPECTS:)

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:( My dumb ISP

Well, i know u people’re thinking about me that i m veryyyy slow blogger in this blogging world. well i can only say the thing that i had many things for writing on that weekend but soon i found that my internet service is runing v poor with sudden down turns.I tried alot to make contact with my ISP but he didnt available neither on his cell nor in his office well on saturday as usual bhai came back from his job like every weekend. I told this to him then he did all such efforts to make the connection run,BUT atlast our ISP came in contact he told that temporarily there is some unconvieniance 4 all of u because he is updating his netwrok which will take little long,so thats y i m still unable to use internet at home.NOW by chance today i got time in uni to accelarate my blogg:).
The weekend was just fine on saturday abbu went back :( at noon in sudden just bcoz his coullege called him back for an urgent piece of work otherwise this month he had long programe to stay with us.Saturday night was VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY good bhai,ammi n me went PIZZA HUT(our family’s all time favourate resturant:D especially my n bhai’s). At night i called Asra as every weekend we both call each other n talk soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long its realy soooooooooooo much fun,laughters,GOSSIPS;)(nahhh) well she tell me some interestin events of her university during weeks i tell mine n its has sooooo much fun there in our call, n we only disconnect that call uptill somebody doesnt scream from our sides :D (u can imagine sometimes it extends upto 3 hours:)) .
On Monday,there was nothing special just as a normal routine day pass,,,,,like a tiring day in uni:( ahhhhhhh on monday the result of summer came out &&&&&&&& unimaginably I got VERYYYYYYYYYY GOOD GRADE ABOVE MY EXPECTATIONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS B+(its a 2nd highest grade after this only A counts), i dont know how it has happnend bcoz i’ve never studied in summer semister in a way in which i do in regular semister ,yeahhhhh i realy forgot that i m student. Afterwards this week was supurb coz now i just have 4 cources ,,,,,,,:):)yeahhhhh.now i m bit relaxed n u know what? i start to love programming hmmmmmmm:) its really V V V interesting (just coz Ms Sadaf is teaching spectaculary n successfully built my interest in it) now i m planning to learn some more programming languages besides C++ like html,Java,Visual basic etc though they are not included in my semister cources but InshaAllah i will do this privately from any other institution but this wants timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:( n planning n both i dont have right now :D )

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Uffffff!!!! my random life with random events:(

well today was another tiring as everyday,,,,,life is on wheels after the start of university i think its all coz of my mood that i was not ready:( aur ho bhi kaisay sakti thi? abhi thoray din pahlay hi to summer semister main 2nd semister k do advance cources lay kar apni jaan halkaan kari thi!!!!!! ummm khair the start was not bad but u can say hiting one:D becoz first class was of Ms Sara Ashfaq :( :( oh GOD i m still unable to understand the cycology of that pretty queen she is actually very beautifull but i said earlier i m unable to find same thing in her attitude towards her students well she will teache us Accounts-II(bas Allah saath khairiat k yah semister guzarvaday un k saath:d).She bilieve on complete unassistance from her side:(.
Then 2nd class was of Statistics taken by Mr Manzoor Imam, he sits perfectly on a defination of an ideal professor seems like a very sweet old man nearly about 70 years old he gives lecture with v low voice but the 1rst lecture was spectacular(now i m relaxed from statistic side:d)
Then today was marketing’s first class the teacher named Mr Babar Wahab did his MBA(Marketing) in 1990 he is pollite one & has much lower voice then Mr Manzoor:D but nothing culd happened uptill now aur jab say yah semister start hua hai mujhay tab say koi aagay wali seat hi nahi mili:(:(:( coz in the begining all concentrates on the seats ahead.
After Marketing the next class was of C++(programing) ufffffff i hate programing mujhay yah samajh nahi aata k management studies main programming ka kia kaam.The teacher is Ms Sadaf Naqvi i whatever guessed about her is that she is most funny but only at times without any unit of dryness,always a light smile present on her face, but i think v can also call her rigid one at that time when something is going without her desire in the class.The most funniest moment in the class was that one when by mistake Mubasshir introduce himself(as it was the first class of this semister)he called simultaneously himself n miss like this ‘Miss Mubashiruddin khan then suddenly Miss replied oh i m surprised that u r Miss MUBASHIR instead of Mr.:D:D.
ummm well now i m waiting for the result of my both of advance cources which i took in summer pata nahi kithay reh gaya aa k hi nahi day raha:(:(:( ufff v alll are waiting curiosly Allah karay kay result positive ajayay too yeh semister bahut mazay main guzray ga just with 4 cources +winter season,+ramzan+Eid and + my BIRTHday:):).khair itni bhi buri umeed nahi mujhay to InshaAllah.Munsarim aur Humairah mujahy roz dara tay sir Ahsan ki marking style k baray main batakar :( :(:(………. ,bas summer lay kar aik bahut bari baat ka idea ho gaya k summer waki main parhnay k liay nahi aram karnay k liay hota hai:D,,,khair ab next summer main to Internship hai ya intern ussay next summer main karoongi agar UK jana par gaya bhai k pass to.

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Good Morning(wow what a lovely sunny day)

well its just my second morning after the start of this blog n i think alos the last on:) because after that i think will only get time at night coz InshaAllah my university will get start from tommorrow so i have many things to do n at the moment Ammi is also calling me for breakfast n she doest like any delay for the breakfast specially so with out any lame excuse i m leaving :) just for a short pause.

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Assalam O Alaikum

Salam to my alll readers at my first attempt to it.

Well its just a begining By the name of Allah.Its a try to take a clear view of my writing skills which i took upon my risk :) hope u all will never take it secondly and i will also try my best to put my all posts in such a way that they will themslves prove my blogg’s title U Will Never Get Bore[old one] :) ,,,,,,,Filhal

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